so I'll sit here and write,

till everything is alright,

cause I can't deal with the yelling no more

and now I bow my head to pray

to the only God I know 

that has saved me time, and time again

now I cry,

I cry out... to Him 

times like this I feel alone, 

so alone

I stay here , up all night

gighting the memories of my past, 

of that night...

I cry, 

I cry... to Him

does anybody hear me? 

does anybody see me? 

God take this life, take this life

 for it is yours. 

because according to you, 

I'll make it, 

make it through 

the mess 

<3