what are God's plans for me??

so I ask my self that a lot, what are God's plans for me? Who will I be in 5, 10 years down the road? 

I would love to know. As a lot of you know, I am not a patient person AT ALL. hah :)
God's really put a few things on my heart lately. 
so I think... what does my future hold? do I have a future?

will this be me? kissing my boyfriend/husband goodbye as he leaves for the Army? I would love to be an Army wife. I've been in love with the Army since I was 13. I moved to NC and a retired soldier talked to me about it because she noticed my lanyard was GO ARMY. that was one of the best days of my life. ( I made that picture myself btw)

or maybe my husband will be on the flip side. Maybe I will be the one, out defending my country with everything I have.  I think that would be the best job in the world, if it was God's plan of course :) there's nothing more beautiful than a female soldier in my eyes. 

or if I'm lucky, I'll get to work with children. because man, do I love kids. I think they are the most amazing things on the Earth. again, it's what ever God calls me to do. this is not my life, it is His. 
neonatologist? 

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what about preschool teacher?   oh I would love to teach preschoolers. but the job does not pay well, and I would not be able to support myself :( 

 to be quite honest, I just adore kids. my dad's girlfriend has two "little" girls, Natalie, 5 and Katie, 7

Nat is a ton of work, but I simply love her! I'll post pictures of her on Sunday. she is the cutest thing ever! 

so I have a ton to be thinking about... good thing I have a few more years of high school left ;) 

oh and how I can not wait to go to college! my home life is so hectic, it drives me insane sometimes. I'm so ready to be out of the house. 

well, that's all for now, I have got to go run. 

-C-