I promise

let me be completely honest with you: I'm not perfect. I make mistakes.  I can't promise you that you'll always approve of what I do.I can't promise you that I'll be perfect one day. I can't promise that I'll turn out to be who you expected. I can't really promise you anything.
             Well I guess that's not completely true. I can promise you that I'm flawed. that I get angry. that I am scared, utterly with out feeling.
I can promise you that I once was lost. that I don't know who I really am. do you know who I am? cause I surely don't.,
I can't promise you perfection. I won't pretend that I'm fearless, going into these vicious claws we call life.
I can't promise you that you'll always be happy with my decisions. I can't promise that you will agree with my opinions. with what path I take in life. with my beliefs, either.
humanity: that's what I promise. because I, I am human.
I do promise you that I will always care. that I will love this life that I live forever and always. I promise that I will never leave your side. I will always be there for you, even if you're not always there for me. I also promise that I will bear, this weight life has brought me. I promise to be kind. to be pure. I promise that I will be faithful. I will be loving. I promise this, to you.
I promise that I am human, and I do make mistakes. more often than I'm happy with. I promise that I make mistakes. that I have problems, that I will love you with the fullness of my desire.
I promise that I will always be my self, and you will have to live with that.
this life I live is interesting, are you ready?
-Cassandra