when life's at its worst

so they say when life gives you lemons, make lemonade...
but Cassey says when life gives you lemons, make some lemonade for the people who really need it, and bring your left over lemons to Jesus and He will take care of them :)

who ever doesn't know, I've hit rock bottom and back twice in the last six months. It hasn't been fun for me lately. but, I am happily making the best of it. I take each hardship, and turn it into something good. I f eel right now if one more thing bad happens to me right now, I will seriously loose it. but then I think... would I really loose it? no. I wouldn't. I would stay strong. for myself, and for my God.
because I know that He would not ever face me with a hardship that I could not handle. EVER. because He is my God. and he would never put me in danger or put me through suffering that I couldn't bare. I believe with my whole entire heart that every single thing happens for a reason. there is a reason that I wake up each morning and do what I do. it all has meaning. even though I don't know what those reasons are, my God does. because He loves me so much that he sent his only son to die for  me.
I mean seriously, who am I kidding. there is nobody on this Earth that I would send my only son to die for.  but my God is so extravagant that He did. For me.
I did not deserve that . But He felt I did.
guys, I serve an awesome God.


guys please listen to me. I don't care if you don't believe in what I believe in. I really don't. well actually, I take that back. because I DO. I care so much. I see my friends walking around my school, suffering because they don't know my God. and if only they did... wow their life would change. I guess I just wanted to tell you guys this.. because maybe, maybe hearing a little tiny bit of my testimony will make you think "what if?"
so I'm willing to share it with you.  because I CARE. so please. I beg you. If you have anything to ask me... anything at all. please, just ask.

much love,
Cas